November

"3 days and a quarter", the calendar seemed to assure me.


 ..because of heard and said that almost half of the things we've studied long for are done and are left with the other half to cramp our head and bum in the exam room for hours.





So I was in the car earlier, from school. And then I realized that today, it's almost November. The eleventh month of the year. Back earlier I was thinking about counting the days left until the exams are all over and think about the reward we will earn to rest for. November, a moment to not only to pleasure the fact about the end of our Examination but, to me, it is that month where I find it something recollective. The thoughts, it was a lot of them, usually when November comes near.


In that November. Things, they stayed present and auspicious to any other person in there. The moments, they came as if they were incoming, very impending, so shrewed in deception. Then you, coincidently caught within a thin glance, you were actually there. Like leaves so vulnerable to a gust. You were able to be met. Able to be seen. Able to be found when I approached so gladly and joyous through the crowds when you were still there. Until that November when everyone was able to dismiss and depart, tears broke out in everyone's eyes and none did I felt a damp on my face except, inside, the shatters for it was my heart.

And just this year, when the first time I came. I couldn't just believe my eyes.

How long has it been?

Five years? Six years?

..cause you've blossomed into a very beautiful woman

But you know what scarred me.. ?
Your absence.
The mark would never heal.

but anyways..

As if I would count...

I don't usually count time, but I do always guess things a lot of times (not time). And for some reason besides seldom disliking for being a mathe-maniac, I just don't know why. I guess this is how I roll. As just as I felt, in just a few days, November comes. I wonder what more could bring in my castle-in-the-air-ing or perhaps miracles would happen when it's time.



Though as far as I am concerned, I enjoyed remembering about you from mentioning this into my Blogger and will always do remember you when I have that endless possibility to ever see you again!

Though anyways!

I've always wondered if you were reading too :)