I never lost you

Yesterday..
                   ..was the 22th of October of the year 2010


I witnessed a night that day would occur in about a few hours later before that clock struck past 12 midnight. With a few prayers quietly said in my small heart and my eyes closed hoping to be truly granted, I wish for another beautiful, delightful and great humble year to welcome my beloved dearest one.

Happy 57th birthday,

Babu <3

And I still immensely am feeling glad of having you around. My whole heart would crash down and topple over from my soul. Just as how the ocean waves would end up crashing along a shore so hostile. The white-casts that formed, that slowly fades. Just as how my spirit would be as sorrow swept over me. Frightened, I might not know if time would even ease the pain away... if it hurts that bad....

So I agreed to arrange for that evening. 

I've hoped it would bring a great deal of merriment for the dinner itself we've planned for you.

 

I just really hope you're happy :)

...I always never wanted to lose you...