Alleviate

3:31am. Sitting up. Listening to songs. Sooner or later I'll be carried away and therefore the clock would surely almost pass to dawn.

If this table lamp continues to illumine this solitary night, it would seem mockingly depriving my needs to rest for I already knew sleeping is, officially, hopeless for a problematic youngster like myself.

cause insomnia strikes again.

It's amazing.
..well, not totally that amazing



 of how I don't get much attention to myself and wouldn't rather be sleeping in bed for even just twice a day. Last year, I used to take, at a usual rate, a preposterously 5 and a slightly bits of fitful hours each day. During those other hours was me sitting and daydreaming, neglecting those homeworks and tasks I was ought to complete and hand it in to school the next few days.


That, I would blame the dull late nights that kept occurring to me. Obliging myself or to put myself to sleep doesn't work either way. Somehow, I actually thought of a belief ; The Law of Sleeping. It might be that sleeping is supposed to be a natural thing to put people to their subconscious state, and then sleeping happens. I don't know for some people, they might find it easy to fall asleep. They won't have to worry since those people are light sleepers. Well, possibly they find it advantageous or the opposite. It could be a same thing for someone the opposite like oh, I don't know. A heavy sleeper like me I guess?

and needless for me to say,
it isn't awkward to see I haven't changed that much.

Also, late nights were spent playing routinely the only game I loved with my bro - Fiesta. Whenever he's not available I might still be capable of staying up but those times were before I get accustomed to be like a nightwatcher. That was kind of an inside codename to refer to my brother. And I am guessing he still bears that title when I actually heard him sneeze in the next room! hahaha.


And so this year, I stopped that game ever since February. Not only the good quality of the internet of ours discourages any further use but the 'O' levels as well. One of the clearly proved reasons to put a stop to this unwanted habit.

And now bad habits seemed to be one of the most things

that I can't handle amidst my tasks to be done with

along with the other things I simply want to do

I have to put an end to this
...But it keeps getting into me
Maybe I should just lessen it
...I know I believe I can



There was one said...

Sacrifices can be only mean losing something
but from my point of view, people does that to 
bring upon a good cause.

and even if sacrificing something good

for a slightly bad cause and a better cause

would be also a wise thing to do.

And so.. I might be finding the time for me to miss the nights. 

and probably enjoy a bit of a 

new change.

I found most early mornings are so pleasant at its fullest
and now I hope I'll be welcomed if I happen to visit them lots of time.

And I know it's not ALWAYS a bad thing to stay up late, depends on the conditions. With the experience of frequently being up late could be a good use for a person who actually has the dire need to maybe finish a homework? Hehe. Though, despite the feedbacks for the morning mood later, at least you get it done with! :P

Woop! It's 5am.

I should sleep now~ 

Goodbye now, and good mornings to the insomniacs and morning shiners all around!

:)