Antiseptics are antagonists to my anti-anaesthesia-ism

3.23am.

Woke up with a sudden realization after several doses of pills and antiseptics taken from this afternoon.

Trembling, I saw my hands when I raised them to see it for myself; cold and agitated. My head perspired and mouth laid open to take adequate amount of air while I felt my heart for a while. It was almost thumping on its most irregular basis, unfavourable to my neck and shoulders that kept on juddering, the causes in addition to my cough-aches. My throat, that seem like I'm swallowing daggers, distressingly inducing the pain to my whole self and which seems to be the most vital torturing part of my illness today.

Yes, I've got colds.

I soon figured that I've been going through these a lot of times. I know how the usual occurrences take place and the ones might causing dismay to my inner self, though it's quite obscured to any person's sight. I never tend to deliberately do so unless it's an anguish so terrible and unbearable, then I've might.



But what I should actually say is that I'm quite in a decent mood right now. My throat soothed and made me feel a little less weak now. But I still do need to continue resting for the sake of recovery. There's nobody in the house that's still up in this early dawn but still, I'm not even afraid of anything. I've got will and myself alone, to write about now whilst me drinking my milo which was hot and left on this table before I slept. I even got my medicine ready right here. Very awful. I don't intent to even look at it by the sight of its dreadful bitterness and a shockingly foul taste to my taste buds.

But obliged, this is the only way for me to get back on to my feet, ready and steady. And also this helps me to put myself into sleep, although that sounded detrimental towards my sleeping habit. Though there are no other words for 'nocturnal' in terms with the means of science, so I pretty guess I'll name it 'anti-anaesthesia-ism'.


I'll get back soon enough. With exactly two more papers to go for this O' levels. Freedom in just 4 or 3 more days to go and finally we all get to do something fun like we don't care anymore. Exciting. Fun. Everyone's talking about it. But I surely don't know which ones to start with after I've earned mine. My list are as messy as my room is.

So until then. I'll update furthermore sooner.

I'm quite exhausted for now. Good 'dawn' ! :)