Day 02

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Day 02

The meaning behind your Tumblr/Blogger name

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Streetlights? well.. The idea that I've named my Blogger as 'Streetlights' would be because the name itself, well.. how can I say this..

umm, Okay. Let's start of with;

'What' 

The name itself is actually referred to the lights that shines bright, or dim, outside in the night. The ones that gives light onto the road surfaces, the ones that are erected onto the pavements alongside of the road and pathways in a park or any landscaped places. To me...Streetlights are also referred to lanterns, decorative lightings, neon lights, fireworks, the stars, the moon and/or anything luminous in the night :)

'Why'

The reason why I've used the name 'Streetlights' and frequently use it is because.. as I said above, I've been here and there, everywhere, and, in the night, I've seen lots and lots of sparkles and glimmers and shimmers. It's convincing me that they might be following me, but only when I think pessimistically. Every evenings, usually after sunsets, the lamp post that lies a few hundred meters away from the house lights up. The gloomy, red brightness of the lamp post makes it visible to see in my dull room when my curtains are still unclosed. It does ease me in a way that I only felt less lonelier. Thus, I began to think deeply that these lights are always there to show you where you are, or to shine you a better route to go to, in my room or even outside. Besides its technological uses (haha), I think this theory can only be understood figuratively, or or or imaginably, or some mumbo jumbo shat :P

Anyways, there are more reasons to this. I love the roads which comprises the streetlights as well. Or cause I love the name 'light' cause it also means something regarded to be fonding :)

I even dedicate the name Streetlights by making an edited picture (well, that doesn't sound so original, wasn't it? haha)

Ohhh. I should put this up somewhere on my page XD

The thought of a first Purple Bus ride

Last two days ago, I was in the car, at the front passenger seat, and Dad told me that Mom and himself are going to Miri today. Hearing that wasn't surprising at all to me :P until he added..


"You should take the purple bus on that day, cause I won't be able to- " said Dad..               (in malay of course)

I hesitated before he could finish. With brows raised and after a flourish turn to look at Dad, I was too quick to react, and asked him again.


Remarkably, I affirmed that my hearings were correct. I was taking it too far to concern about what Dad said. I'm taking the bus ride home, alone and for the first time. My heart raced a little and so I blurted out questions at Dad fitfully. I've never taken the bus to ride back home on my own ever in my life. I know, I can be that dreary!


The next day, it had come to my attention that I realized that I was overexcited. I expected too much about the fact that I'll be taking the bus home. Personally, I wonder if there were passengers loaded. I knew the bus won't have a lot of passengers during the morning. But what about in the afternoon? Questions began to accumulate even more into my tiny human-data-storage (I meant my head). Sometimes I regret, I mean big time, for being an absent-minded local.



The next day after that day was the day! Morning started to break in and I was awoken by Dad. The same morning felt as similar as the day when I had that crazy dose of adrenaline rush pumped within my blood, unduly excited. But something happened to put out the fire.

Dad told me that Mom suggested that I should just ask from my sister-in-law to pick me up from school instead of taking the bus ride home. And so I knew after that, Dad had to say that I can't take the bus ride to home. My restless face began to fell. I had wondered that Mom and Dad were discussing about this at night.


And for now, different questions are starting to build and making me curious. What is wrong to take the purple bus?
...Fun pooper


Oh well, at least I don't have to walk up to the bus stop.


I'll take that chance if I have to. Maybe next time :)

Day 01

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Day 01 
A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

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eh wtf.. I winked o.o

lalala

Okay, anywaaaaaaaaaaay...

1. I love the colour green and blue. Both of them. Even the ones in between! like.. sky blue, ocean green, lime green, light blue, light blue, aquamarine, teal, baby blue, pinegreen.. any of them! As long as it's still blue-green :P
2. I own an overused Premier acoustic guitar and a long-lived Yamaha keyboard that had left untouched in my room. I should say, I'm quite BAD at playing both of them :)               ( ... and no, that's not a lie. I think.)
3. I love the outdoors! Especially the sky and the sea. The trees, the sun, and the lonely sidewalks. The ocean breeze, the waves, and the crashing white casts. The streetlights, the night sky, the moon and the stars :D
4. I'd choose to be in a warmer place during daytime. But at night, I just feel like snuggling in the cold.
5. I wish to be a part in a biochemical career. Although I know its essential part needed before becoming one, studying about the Nature's creation and the very things of life encourages me to march on. Thus I enjoy having Biology and Chemistry classes :)
6. Music, on the other hand, is what I love with a passion. You might find me as the person who has the least favourite songs in his playlist. It's not that I barely listen to songs, but the most reasonable I could say is that I usually stick to one or two bands/artists at a time. Be expected that I can be that obsessive :P
7. For that, I BLAME ADAM YOUNG. He's an awesome songwriter to me.
8. I prefer headphones over earphones, sandals over shoes, spaghettis over sushis, gliding over driving, dreaming over sleeping, love over hate.
9. I am longing to create lyrics and make bunch of songs with my guitar or keyboard! But I'm too lazy :c
10. I don't do much of sports. But hey, I love physical activities like jogging, trekking, swimming.. and yeah, something like that. I even have the urge to go rock climbing O.O but all of these aren't going to happen without anyone accompanying me.
11. Genres... for me, I'm a person who DISLIKES anything beyond Rock. Screamo, Heavy Metal or anything dark doesn't seem to make sense to me. No offense in any way :P But for me, I love everything in a range from Rock to Alternative, to Pop, to Electronica, and to a fraction of Indie and Folk and stuffs like that. :)
12. I'm not into much about the Media, cause I just don't friggin watch TV or movies that much. I spend too much daydreaming when I'm on my own.
13. I've been through having my head go bald.. I didn't like it. I prefer having long hair instead. Something shaggy, or like.. bed-hair type of style :P I may also prefer having a fringe but I don't recall ever calling it Emo hair. There's a difference.
14. I'd choose to be an eagle. A good eagle. Not because I want to kill the fishes for supper. I just want to fly. Fly very very very high. 
15. I keep my dreams and personal desires within a very safe and strong value. I wish to sustain and preserve all the efforts to take until what's left to make it up for a better cause. I may not take things seriously without a matter but I am faithful and do hope all the decisions were made with care. Anticipation grows whenever I look forward to desires that can't be foreseen. Moreover, very seldom, you may find myself being ecstatic at times when I achieve or downhearted when I've lost. I'd be like a mood ring, worn by an insecure person. Or like a fetus still enclosed within its mother's womb. I can change whenever the surroundings change. However it goes. I can be honest and truly spoken as it may sound nonsense like this :)

30-day Challenge

I was thinking that today, 5th September 2010, would be a great day to start that 30-day 'challenge' :)

Well. I know it's a no winners, no losers kind of challenge. It's an own 'fun thing'.

anyways, these are the ones I will be posting about daily from tonight onwards

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Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you

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Copy and paste it into your memo if you wish to join in the fun :D


bum de dum dum

So cold

Dear afternoon,

you look moody today

why did you hide the sun?

 

 Alone in the hall,

I wanted to see you all

but the clouds looked dull

I think the rain is about to fall

And now I feel 

so cold right now

its giving me the prickly chill

from the raindrops that splatter on the window

I think the kitchen floor is a meany

I'm crawling back into my pillow

hoping it gives me hugs. but not that many

 Cause I'm saving lots for you all when the rain stops someday, somehow..

I miss my kitty...          199x-2005